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2010-03-25T23:48:00.001+08:00

haha. changed blog.
start it just for cptc. my tiring training that has no pay and took up my holidays.!
http://ahboon-land.blogspot.com/

My work place.

2010-03-25T14:13:00.000+08:00

Nice right. Took it on my way home someday. :)

2009-08-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

sian. wheres my phone??

that person dame idiotic la. when is she going to call us back. i gonna kill e person...

2009-07-11T23:32:00.003+08:00

I am helping my sister to update her blog ! She's busy this few days don't know doing what things :D Just don't want her blog to be dead and i have help her to changed her blogskin man ! Nice isn't it. :D She will be angry with me to post this stupid post. hahaha ! Continue to tag her blog man ! :D

2009-06-30T15:35:00.001+08:00

=)concert coming this sat. sad... no advertisements done in sch. not even emailing it to np students. bad...

2009-06-22T14:24:00.002+08:00

hi peeps. if you r wondering what im doing recently, i just put my braces on!!

hahaz..

went for sun-tanning. actually, i intend to play, and swim. but kanna tanned, and burnt! idiot. find out all e pics in my fb e next time. =P

i dame violent. keep kicking n hitting ppl in the sea. hahaha. all kanna beaten.. zzz. kanna head shot quite a number of times. being pulled into e hole and bury, still scared of fish! dame stupid. ailian ask me try the hole n sit inside, den i go sit, den they all started throwing sand!! lol.... den we dig another hole for jia hui. 90% of it was done by lk. =D

went to chinatown eat steamboat. sad. i cant eat. even a watermelon oso dame hard to bite.! argh.! sian...

2009-05-23T20:41:00.002+08:00

argh.! went for teeth extraction in the morning. wake up dame lat at 9am n my appointment is at 10. zzz. took cab down. causing me lose $15 in a new day. zzz. den blablabla. settled on putting braces on e 18june. so long lata. sian. now i have 2 holes in my mouth so irritating. n they r constantly bleeding n im like drinking my own blood now and then. sian. i even took photo of my stupid face after e extraction. my lips are numb thats y i cant smile. its terrible. next time got time i let ur see. haha. lazy to post on9 arh.

looking forward to 18june.!

2009-05-17T00:42:00.002+08:00

wah idiot.

i must post about this. today really is terrible.

combine w band practice sucks. we only learn till bar 18 they play till bar 100++ somemore the piece is totally not our standard.
aft that, cello bow lost. found 1 viola bow. idiot! some1 mistook his bow. den he wan us to go take from him at KAP. but ite, he came back for it but meeting at e busstop. idiot is his bow, he dun wan to take back. make us waste ard 30mins.

den we must rush down to VJC for concert. no dinner. =(
den crap in bus journey. this is e best part for e day. reach eunos to change bus. den reach vjc wait... wait... wait...

++ wth. they say this concert is compulsory den nv buy ticket. if e ticket is to b board on e spot, weili they shd buy it by e time we reach n not keep waiting n waiting. if they haven buy e tickets, Qian ling will not have come today lor. shes dame busy to her proj la. she cant even finish it n now she have to come for this concert when shes not really willing to. n seriously most of us r dame tired today n kept sleeping during e concert. mind as well dun go.!

the strings commitee is dame stupid n lack of communication la. argh!

den concert ends liao, we wanted to wait for weili and all coz they r performing today. den eileen n chen chuan asking y we staying there, den i tell them lor. but thery say dun wan to wait. den we just go off. obviously dun wait la. so late liao. some more we haven eat for long. we went kfc no food liao. we want go mac but reach there sure close. coz sm1 says e mac here closed at 11.45 dunno whether its true but dun take e risk. went mr teh tarik. i help buy drinks den so sorry that i forgot about yipin's share. im really sorry.

i passed a paper around to write down all their cabbing location n whether they wan cab anot. den passed for dame long, reached eileen there, stuck there v long n finally came back. when it came, eileen n cc left. idiot. den weilin n yipin oso left.

they seriously dun get e meaning of sharing cab. n wanted to cab w only their click! they just left n didnt care about us lor. mind as well dun join us for "dinner" is just like when weili they all r performing n we left w/o waiting for them. gwen dame pissed off abt that. if its me, i will also be.

im so pissed off today. dun feel like writing liao. im just complaining to zh.

so sorry if i pissed some1 off today. im really fed up with some stupid idiot that only think about themself n not e whole club.

n strings is really stressing the year 2 seniors too much. they shd stress us when we r newbie. when we just came in as year 1. when we r dame free n can indulge ourselves in violins n music! not now year 2/3 when we r dame busy w proj n theory recording. they shd made us familiar with e stress w/in np strings. n wanting to strife harder.!

argh. dame it.

2009-05-05T01:28:00.002+08:00

sian. i dun like to go for image class... i dun like the lesson today. makeup lesson. stupid. hahaz...
when i dun like the class/lecturer, i will have e tendency to act as though i like it and seems like a hypocrite. -.-'' idk why. mayb because the teacher's facework is dame powerful. shes too friendly till i really scared of her. hahaz. but i just dun like e way she add colours on to my face. at 1st i tot its bad. den i remove it n started playing w makeup. drag n drag... i ask aisyah to help me add smthg n ask all ard. hahaz.ite i think i ask her to redo e eyeshadow. coz i removed it. i tot that it would be better if she adds on when i finished all other thgs. but i still feels abit weird. but others look alright to me. maybe i have to look at other professional's makeup. it may help. sian. need to put make up coz got marks. i hate it. make up is so bad for me. like putting a mask on ur face. i dun like this to happen to me in sch days. i hope that i can drag it longer... but this stupid module made me had no choice left. sad. nvm. they say, if i dun like e way she make up, den i will just do it my way. but idk how to do. haha. this is zh's fav. i shd ask her someday.

sian. but i think other's make up looks okiee to me lei. y mine looks so weird!?? but e lipstick is seriously too bright. wanna die if i put so red. i just hate red colour.

2009-05-02T21:44:00.002+08:00

hmm... busy week. no job today. sian.

went dental today n took x-rays n photos. last week, i did e teeth mould. its dame disgusting! ur like eating plastic!! hmm... den now i have to think. wat i wan to do to my teeth.
1. pluck 1 upper tooth. n only do upper. ending result is my my upper tooth will move back n not aline w lower jaw. midline will shift abit to left oso.
2. pluck 2 upper 2 lower. ideal la. nth to say abt it. hahaz.

so idk wat i wan. still thinking. choice 1, cheaper. alot more cheaper. coz i only do upper den its ard $3000. but actual price is ard $4000 which is choice 2 la. see if i wan fast fast settle den choose 1 lor. idk lei. sian.

2009-04-27T00:17:00.003+08:00

Hi peeps.

lets talk about e leo wave. some orientation camp for freshies. =D
hmm... zh me n zhiya was all late. den i reach 1st n waiting for her outside lt 73 w so many luggage. i dame ps. so i call zh to chat. lol. we chat until nothing to say den we decided to quarrel. hahaz. always arguing about lateness. dame stupid.

den reach e camp n we are all split into diff groups. zh is green. me white, which no1 wears white tee n ite change to pink. hahaz. nonsense. den zy is yellow, oso all diff colour de.

den ice-breaking. noe a crappy guy called mark. always claimed that hes year 6. idiot. at 1st during e games, i still believe. den ite i noe that hes from e foc camp with 2 of our team member, ben n yongwen. our grp name is huppy. it originated from our gls [sophie n hupsong.] cool rite. hahaz.

after e dinner, we went for amazing race. our 1st station is raffles place. den we took mrt to youth park. n walked to esplanade coz e game rules states that we can only take transport once among town. sad. n we didnt manage to finish all e station [ps. last station is at istana, wanna die. ] nvm. den we took mrt back to bedok. den yongwen dame funny la. he wan go toilet n we walked ard laopasah there, but not going to lapasah. ! or else we just use e toilet there liao. hahaz. orh. we walked into lots of building, found no hotel. idiot. den dame stupid la. e 1st one, we just walk near e entrance, e staff keep staring at us alr. 2nd one was a private apartment. dame sad. but, y cant we just use e toilet!! haiz. den yongwen v urgent alr. da-dang! saw underpass. hahaz. he went to e mrt's. so kalian cant even use a toilet.

hmm... we reached bedok when theres no more bus service n we took cab there. e club is paying for it. hahaz. so good. play games all e way. funny. den 1 game is balloon stepping. n melissa, our teammate fell into e pond. idiot la. at 1st sophie alr warned e game master that theres lots of pond around ask them to be careful. den e game master dame idiot la, she says "orh. i already told them about it." stupid. i dun even rmb hearing it. so sad la. den melissa injuired herself. =(

n we didnt manage to bath coz i bought nothing. all left in sch. den they bring e whole bag. so i dame sad n feel stupid. we chatted n aft awhile, e sun rose! uhu! i love that moment. =) den i took lots of photo using zh's phone. n idiot. my phone low bat. i oso dunno y i bring a dying phone.

ate breakfast n went for bike ride, we lend from e committes. =) cool. hahaz. ride dame long la den no energy to ride back. hahaz. they returning it at 9am so we chiong back at ard 830. heng we reached at ard 850, or else they have to pay extra charge.

n we do beach cleaning. heng we found a huge container. e purpose is to fill 50% of both trash bag. so we v fast finish our task. hmm... n den we had a telematch. nice game but i found it stupid to play w flour b4 our lunch. idiot. but e apple quite nice. hahaz. so lunch time i asked jowell for apple. =) n i ate alot. hahaz.

all our bags are under e hot sun. we took green tea from zh's bag, its like, 40-50 degree hot lor. coz our hand n even tongue felt warm. haiz. n my pouch, e metal thing there is super hot, like hot water. n zh's cosmetics turned watery. see! how dangerous is e sun now. it can provide unlimited radiance to us but harm us indirectly.

blurblur den went home. slept on bus. tired. blur blur go home w zh by cab. hahaz.
den i talked alot of crap so tat i wont slp.

after all, its a great camp w fun team mates. w lots of accident. n of coz lots of stupid things.
1. i brought a touchlight w/o bat. idiot.
2. i dun rmb. hahaz. nvm.

2009-04-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

zzz. chemistry exam today. kind of flunk. total 9 ques. n i didnt do the no.9 . i just happened to missed that page. sad. it causes me 16marks n the question is not that hard to explain. if i happened to do it, at least i can get a few points. die la. so many things dunno. still -16marks
sad

2009-04-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

Yo! back. =)

hmm... i told so many people that im going to blog about this n that. but i forgot almost all of them. =D

1st, a few days ago before strings, zh n i bought chicken from cold storage as our dinner. n yest, we both decided not to eat before we came out of our house. but i packed some home-cooked food. just a little. =). n we shared. hmm... den on tues, theres no strings training just for that day, we still went to sch like a fool. zzz. but theres another un-informed guy. hahaz. so we r not alone.=) went to GCW bcoz zh wanna bathe aft her ba day camp n i kept bathing kit in hotel's locker. hahaz. smart rite?? nearby n stinks, go bathe. =P

went to great world after that. wanna watch some movie but none catches our attention, so we ended up in a book fair searching something interesting. =) our "styles" are totally different. i chose a suspense story [as usual] n she got a historical book about the last queen of some country. hahaz. i hate that book. so thick. mine is SUPER portable. =) hmm... went coffee bean to rest our legs. at 1st we wanna go tcc but its too troublesome to find e way. hahaz. wanted to try somewhere "new". ordered a drink n a cake each den chat till e shop closed. anyway, its a nice day out. =)

sometimes i feel that im actually quite a punctual person. is some kind of friend like zh makes me wanna be late every time. hahaz.
when we said that "tmr meet at 2pm"
she will wake up at 1++ n tell me, "i cant make it at 2".
zzz...
den i will always reply this, "msg me when u comes out."
...... 2 hours later .......... [not always that long =D ]
im too bored so i ask her where she is.
shes not ready yet.
zzz...
waited. slacked. n finally she came out.
i started bathing... change. all in slow motion.
get out of the house n took e bus.
still reached earlier then her.
waited. sianz~
heng i have my portable storybook!! haiz.

understood.?? =D

2009-04-11T00:58:00.002+08:00

recently addicted to another anime. shugo chara!
this video is abt 1 of e couple-to-be in this anime. its still a mystery thou, but as i watched i will find out. hahaha

♥ Ikuto X Amu ♥ °A thousand miles° - MyVideo

just placing 1 video to remind myself abt that show. =)

2009-04-08T18:46:00.001+08:00

冷冻！

since i haven been blogging for long, i lost interest in it. hahaz... getting some other shows to watch.
+ super slck recently. so nth to blog.

2009-04-06T02:39:00.001+08:00

:O

i just realised that theres alr 3 bleach movies out.
1st: memories of nobody
2nd: the sealed sword frenzy
3rd: the diamond dust rebellion.!!

omg.
so im now watching e 2nd movie which i missed. =D

2009-03-28T23:25:00.002+08:00

Day 4.
er.. slack at home n slp for 12hrs. =) no work... no job. always strings n chem. wat a boring life i have... damn sad... went to imm w zh n bought lots of stuff n wasted lots of money.. den walked ard jp for awhile n went home. nth to do...

I NEED A JOB BADLY!

2009-03-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

Day 2
nth. he went to sch n send me home. i ignored him all e way. have a good chat on sms aft that n things are somehow settled. =P meet zh aft that at my hse. play com for a while n went to sch for strings.

Day 3
slightly better n hes getting more understanding. hahaz. mayb im too bad. =P...
eh. slack at home, watching soul eater's manga as e anime is slow. n e anime is so different from e storyline of manga. but anime is nicer. hahaz. didnt went for wwss footdrill competition. msg crystal to ask for results n kanna ignored. =.='' did i sent to e wrong person?? hahaz. went zh's hse to practise violin. at 1st we agreed on going to gym but she forgot abt it n we started practising violin den she rmb.

dumb rite? worst den me. haiz... shes e dumb-est person i ever seen. worst den juju oso... haiz...
[ er... dun scold me hah. hahaz. i noe u will when u see my post. =P ]

practise till 9++ n went home at 10. heavy downpair at jurong area. so scared tat i cant make it home by 11. my show starts at 11. n this few days i dashed home just to watch e show in time. =). funny show, abit lame. hahaz. its e kind i like. so please dun disturb me during that period. =P. i will ignore all of u. no matter who u r. hahaha.

alright. time for some funny stuffs. yest during strings practise, we were seated in a semi-circle like those in concert, in our section. den right opposite us, violin 1, is cello. den i will always stare blankly in e air somehow like staring at teck yi, coz hes directly opposite me. den he keep looking at me coz i keep staring at him.
hahaz. i wonder will he ask me y am i staring at him? is there somethg wrong w his appearance that day??.
hmm... den even at e shell bus stop when my bus went pass, i saw him n stared... for 3 secs. ACTUALLY, i wanna wave bye bye de. but forgot. hahaz. too slow to react. den e bus just zoom~ fly off! lalala~~

zh found this funny so she asked me post abt it. but.. i dun think its funny. hahaz. faster tell me is this funny anot. =D

alright. 2nd, disgusting stuffs. went on to 172 today on my way to zh's hse. i sat beside an auntie. shes a beer gal. [er-erm. dun think wrongly. im just describing ] den she was eating some spicy potato chip. u noe... e 1 usually sold in je library vending machine. i bet ur dun rmb. =.='' den y am i saying?? haiz. nvm. hmm... she was chocked by it. i suspect tat she chocked instead of cough bcoz SHE WASNT EVEN COUGHING FOR E WHOLE BUS JOURNEY! HOW CAN SHE B SICK?? anyway, she chocked n coughed out e potato chip that caused it n it falls on e guy in front of her. omg! i feel like laughing. + telling that old man, some saliva is on ur neck. do u wan to clean it off?? haiz. he didnt even realised that some kind of rain drops fall onto him. i think he will b surprised to see e potato pieces on his shirt when he gets home.

2009-03-26T00:11:00.003+08:00

this is e 1st day. [ for those who knows ]

feeling good. but dun like to look at e messages. they r really agitating me.
a simple msg from him makes me feel like im just a stranger, so much ty n sry. i really dun understand y. mayb its not his fault n theres really nth wrong w it. mayb it shows tat we dun fit each other. mayb its just e time to give up.

2009-03-25T01:55:00.002+08:00

thx fren. thou u r busy nowadays. . .

i noe that i shdnt have bothered u...
++ i didnt talk much.
its just a casual talk but i just feel much comfortable talking to u.
i feel bad talking to u, so i stopped once im feeling better.

anyway, thx.
i noe u wont be looking at my blog, but...
thx. really... ur truly some1 i can console to..

2009-03-24T00:03:00.002+08:00

=) . i just rmb... i shd blog abt e chalet w a bunch of guys. =)

never bring camera cause my sis is having camp aat e same time. haiz... i think she took it away. missed lots of funny scenes. BBQ on e 1st day. start fire for an hr or so. no fork. [ hahaz... im e 1 bringing it. but idk y there isnt any fork inside. i checked alr. =.='' ] hmm... did smthg stupid. we went to buy drinks. [ lk me n andy ] but went to arcade for a while. =P e para para machine disappoint me n im so shy to even move. hahaz.mayb bcoz i didnt played for a v long time alr. =(

went back when they called. =) lied abt faults of ntuc cashiers. saw them playing w fire at e next pit. burning otahs, bbq banana w charcoal, etc. coz we came back when they just finished. hmm... den they started playing w smoke from e pit n took lots of photos w it. looking like superman. =.=''

i shd grab some photo from them n post it e next time. =P. went back to room n chat e night out. =D. tong n jin teck slept early as they have achery stuffs e next day. meaning they r going back to np at ... v early . hahaha. johan slept w them. he seems like e only 1 who can slp soundly. jt n tong only slp for 2 hrs?? we played pocker cards in e room n make a hell lots of noise. [ i think i laugh v loudly. as usual! hahaz ] thats y they cant slp. we tried to lower down our volumes but... when sm1 did smthg funny, e noise lvl raised.

how many games we played? maphia, e wink, cheat, big 2, donkey n bridge!! =) i still rmb e donkey being passed ard for 3 rounds n back to ... jie feng?? hahaz. whos e last person who gets it?? WHO CARES! we all have donkey lives, its e matter of how many we gets.

erm.. i taught them bridge n they cant understand due to my bad explaination. =P thx johan from waking up to teach them. er-erm.. its alr e next morning n e 2 archers r gone. =).

hmm.. den 2nd day, it rained. so we stayed inside n play cards again. almost for e whole day... den walked ard at ehub.. wat else we did?? dunno. slp ba. =)

2009-03-20T10:14:00.001+08:00

!

yo. heres my exam results. =) dame bad. gpa drop alot... next sem must work hard hard liao. im so lousy this sem... all because of IS modules. ARGH!

BIOMOLECULAR SCIENCE

3.50

COMMUNICATION TOOLKIT

2.00

ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 3

4.00

A+

INDIVIDUAL AND THE COMMUNITY

2.00

C+

INORGANIC & PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY

8.00

THERMODYNAMICS

5.00

current gpa: 3.3878
cumulative gpa: 3.684 [ im not v sure abt this. =) ]

all e IS get C. comt sure get coz i throw away 10% but iac, ?? weird. so satisfied to see a AD in my report now. n its similar to ICBE [last sem] heng i got back my AD here hahaz... learnt my mistakes . =)

2009-03-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

hahaha. finally a day of gym. =) cycle alot but still slacking. tired but crys seems to be not. =P she does so much n i just did a little bit. =D. slacking. always. =D run but stopped lots of time. sad. i think my stamina is bad nowadays. really. =( must work hard. ! yeah.

hmm... tmr going to sentosa w shaun+++ hope that e sun is not going to come out. hahaz. but no rain plz... i just wanna stay sweatless. hahaz. see how ba. =)

lots of stupid thigs happened. this mon, i went to sch for d+ as usual. n im so early that day. but theres no1 in e room. i tot... they changed classroom... so i called huan. he laughed n said that theres no sch today!! didnt i check e timetable!?? lol. so sad... den i buy subs cookie n went home. my mummy still ask me y u so early reach home? go sch for wat? haiz... waste my time to slp. =.=''

last mon, i took 975 to panjang to change bus as usual. e bus uncle is newbie. n im e only 1 left im e bus, he tot that theres no more passenger n stopped directing at e parking slot.!! n i was like, STUNNED! den i press e bell. n he started laughing to himself. [ silently ] .
. . .

end of my erm.. not just mine n others' silly stuffs. =D

2009-03-12T00:18:00.002+08:00

hahaz. abit sick but still went out today. met my darling at tiong. at 1st wanna buy some clothings but... too sick to start anythg. den ate at mos n waited for me to finish when andy came. =) finally he get to eat fruits fondue at coffee club. hahaz. i bet hes so going to blog abt it. hmm... anyway, i got a call just now. wrong no. hahaz. he called twice looking for mr tan. surprisingly, its from a cop, saying that mr tan called to complain abt the noice at hdb. zzz...

y shd ppl complain abt e noice nowadays... cant they slp w noice. =.=''

2009-03-10T16:53:00.002+08:00

yo! having d+ in chem. working n always wanted to go strings but lazy. hahaz. im really going to quit it. e ppl there are bad. theres only like 1 or 2 that we can actually talk to. n i dont have much interest in strings in e 1st place. hmm... so... im really considering my stay over there.

i dont think that i can cope w 2 d+ n work. im so going to overload if i continued strings. it needs practise n they r pushing us for that. e prob is, i dont have time for it. =D i nd my slp, n my rest. no1 shd ever ask me to play less w com or so, coz work n play shd balance up. im so not going to work full time in my study days. n strings shdnt b e reason for that. =P

haha. i go n watch my shows le. finally a holiday.

2009-03-06T02:40:00.002+08:00

YO. i promised my darling to blog yest. hahaz... but i forgotten coz im too engrossed in e new PC game he lend me. its actually his bro's. n he "steals" it. hahaha...

er-erm. a brief intro of that game, restaurant empire. so much like the sims. but u cant choose ur character, u cant change their clothings n so... e only thing u could do is to build restaurants n buy more lands to open resaturants. there are severals quests to complete n im now at e 9th aft 4-5 days. =) [chionging evyday] my sis is playing as well. n she lend her frens!! hahaz.

alright. ... ... i shall blog wat darling asked me to. hahaz.... [but its my sugguestion at 1st]

hmm... he went for "self-training" w andy recently. + lots of bball sessions. i hate u andy.! evytime injuired him during bball. bruises evywhere. all ur fault. dont play so rough can...

hahaz.. anyway, andys long's darling.
PS: 8yrs gay.
any1 interested to noe him let me noe. hahaha. i shall post an intro on him e next time. + a handsome photo!!

hahahahaha. [ like match-making sessions ]

2009-02-20T01:07:00.002+08:00

hmm... did i told ur that recently theres lot of funny stuffs happening??

i think its last wk, i was having my em3 test. im late, no calculator blablabla. aft exam, i saw a note [ or rather vandalized note ] on the desk. it states, 问世间情为何物？

lol... i replied. n its like... dame long. i almost wrote out an essay just for this 7 random words that some random person wrote.! =.=''

er-erm. if ur really wanna find out wat i replied him, or her... =.='' i will TRY to rmb to blog after my exams. hahaz. earliest on march. =D

time to mug le. ! trying to slp more. tmr study hard. hahaz

2009-02-20T01:01:00.002+08:00

hmm... exams coming soon. n i think that im so not well prepared.
bio finish half way.
thermo not really clever to think so much.
ipc v hard to explain.
em3 all forget how to do.

sad.

theres really nth much i can say. im trying to relax now play games n so in order to absorb more tmr. =D weird way isnt it. hahaz.

2009-02-15T21:07:00.003+08:00

=)

jordan's gone. He left without any last words. sorrow filled the hearts of all his friends and family. so sad. such a nice guy. + abit weird temper. many of us went thru thick and thin w him during LSCT trainings and stuff. [ but im not 1 of them. =P ] i will always rmb his "introduction opening". whenever i asked him his name, [ coz i will nv rmb ] he will joked that his names were names of superstars. Jordan n Junjie.

its kind of sudden for most of us to accept and get over w his death. it has only been a week when he was hospitalized. i know that a few days ago, he was certified brain dead. but its seriously too sudden. is it bcoz of stress? LSCT and others?? or wat? getting a viral infection n blood clot at brain. wat else can b done by then?? no matter how advance e modern technology is, there will always be some1 that cant be saved.

Jordan, u're 1 of them. R.I.P. n we will always rmb u as a great friend + a considerate LSCT senior. =) smilez, this will b the last gift we can give u... ...

2009-02-13T00:08:00.003+08:00

YO! so long nv blog liao. hmm... going to ah boon's hse this sat to study overnight. i musst b sleeping over there. i cant stare at books at night. hahaz...

hmm... den another BIG news is that... jordan is hospitalized. jordan is 1 of my senior in 1 of my cca. LSCT. dame sad... i shall not elaborate more on it. n mayb i shd write an eulogy some day for him as well... haiz...

2009-02-04T22:20:00.002+08:00

hahaz. noe wat, i did alot of stupid stuffs today n yest... =P

yest, tues, we had bio in e morning at 8am. i came at 930. e lesson ends strai away. -.-'' sian diao. went to makan place for lunch. den do ipc tutorial 1st den eat. aft tat, strai away run to toilet. shit alot n wanted to wash my hands.

1. i tot it was sensorred. den i still wanted to say, " e sensor spoil... zzz" luckily lt said "its manual de!" b4 i embarrass myself. haiz... dumb. =.=''

den went to class. i was sitting at a v corner of e lecture hall. den i dropped my eraser. zzz... heres no.2

2. i tried to stretch v hard to take my eraser. den after v long, i realised that, e desk is blocking me. den i laugh. hahaz. they asked, y i dun wan to walk up to take. coz im lazy!! hahaha... so i used my toes to grab it. =D

today, TOILET AGAIN!! at lot1 toilet.

3. i tried to flush it by pressing... den i still press v long!! in e end, i gave up n walked out. n it flushed itself. den i realised that its auto. =.='' idiot.

2009-01-31T01:11:00.003+08:00

yo! went to bai nian just now. sian... we went to my mum's fren's hse. its an annual stuff. den we ate 1st. they play games n so, im so bored, but i cant join in... haiz... all of them r either too old or too young. im so bored over there. jack, i finally understand ur feeling n y u dun like to go to ur whoever hse. hahaha... den they play all e card games n so, i wanna join but cant. they drank wine n liqour, i oso wan. but uncle nv give me... den my mum let me try... hmm... drank abit of red n a v nice liqour called martini. i drank almost half a glass of it. It looks like tea! taste like coffee! amazing!!

hmm.. den play abit of cards n so w them. den sian sian... sit down there. hahaz. kept eating only. =P
sm more they keep talking den i interapt, like v bad. hmm... but they dunno how to explain e rules of e game ma... im just adding in words. hahaz... so rude.. zzz....

okiee. i shall go n play my pet. oh! n 1 more thing... her hse has schnauzer. white n gray in colour. dame cute!! only 2yrs old!! n she keeps following me. =D

2009-01-29T00:24:00.002+08:00

argh!

so many things to complete. so many tests to study...
thou ur might think that i dont nd to study coz im smart. but its so not true. im not smart... i really nd to study.! hahaz. n i was like slacking for 3 weeks alr. missing all my maths lectures n dont know how to do my maths tutorial. im so going to die! how can i do this to maths!??

scoring e lowest for ipc among all e tests doesnt wake me up... im still in holiday mood. or rather CNY mood. hahaz. inviting friends to my hse, visiting all ard, even gets angbao at my student's hse. lalala~ so happy during CNY. =D

i shall start my study war this week. !! for all e tests and all e presentations!!. ARGH!

2009-01-26T23:55:00.002+08:00

YO!
HAPPY CNY!
hahaz... slept at 8am today. coz yest went out with my darling's frens. hmm... lets talk abt them. abit lame. but i usually dont understand wat they r talking about... so i didnt laugh. ur shd noe how slow im. n ... i usually laugh at evy stupid jokes. =D i admit that im v lame at times. hahaha...

okiee. i shall stop my lame-ness. their lame jokes r quite funny. but out of so many that they said that night, i only laughed at 2 or 3. how dumb can i be?? zzz... nice day out w them. went to the cathy for movie, the wedding game at 1.30am! den walked to city hall to see merlion vomit blood. e bigger merlion v lazy, stop work alr. e younger still working. hahaha... like that, we spent our time till 6am. n went hm. He sent me home 1st. n fall aslp on e bus n so. when i reached hm, my dad tot got burgler. zzz... coz our keys v easy to steal. [ shh.... ]

okiee. wake up at 2++ today. they went to visit hse but i didnt coz im too late. -.-'' den i only stay at hm see who come lor. sad. den my sis took 5 more angbaos den me... sad. but nvm. hahaz.

tmr going to jack n wy's hse. i think we going to spend lots of time there ba...

2009-01-25T15:55:00.002+08:00

=) watched so much shows today. almost finished our thermo project. now, i think theres only bio n ipc presentation to worry abt. =D hmm... 3 more weeks to hand up thermo. next week will be bio n comt presentation. haiz... im so busy evy week. i still wanna work. hahaz. can i work?? my results r so bad for common test... aiyo... i must think carefully. hahaz.

2009-01-24T00:09:00.002+08:00

hahaz. went to ben n jerry today after my ipc. hmm... 1st, my ipc results id e worst among all e tests. n its chemistry, my best subject. [ i think... hahaz] 20/34 its only 58.8%. not even 70%... its e worst results i ever get for chemistry... haiz.. super sad...

ben n jerry is great. nice day. hahaz. but its sad to walk so far inside coz e whether is v hot.! we ate merlionster, a 6scoops ice-cream waffle. =D nice. coz all e ice-creams we took are of v diff flavours. theres sour, sweet, bitter, n weird. hahaz. n each of us doesnt like 1 of e scoops of ice-cream another person took... weird rite?? but nice combi. =D

we walked e same way back. but its not that stuffy n hot alr... alvin keeps talking abt e cursed no. 23. for evythg he saw, he will mentioned that its cursed!! 6 scoops = 2 x 3. and 5 = 2+3. table no. 23. car plate no. saw on our way back is all 2323 or 5 or 6. even 9, he can said that its cursed. coz 9 is the square of 3. so its 23 again... zzz. there is only 10 no. in e world. 2,3,5,6,9 is all cursed. theres alr 50% of e chance getting cursed.! so... hes crapping. =.='' its not a cursed no. its just a coincident. u have 50% of the chances getting these no. OF CAUSE U R CURSED!

went back sch for maths while e guys went to town. den aft maths, me n lt went to meet them. boon n a2 left b4 hand. so only me, long n lt... den lt v paiseh to go w us... she thinks that shes too bright. hahaha.. its still okiee. =P in e end, i bought a dress n a few o2 skin products cause its dame cheap.! almost 50% discount or more. idk! me n lt share o2 skin products n bought ard $74. she spent $29 on it. so, i spent... $45. zzz. but its worth it! if i didnt use it, i can keep it 1st. haha.

b4 i bought e dress i must try rite, den darling n lt 1st time see me wear dress hahaz. n he said that its v nice. =) its not that i didnt wear dress. its just that i dont wear it to work or sch. n thats e only place u gets to see me. hahaz... and!! i went to change back, den he paid for me. =.='' thx anyway. but dun do it e next time orh. believe me anot, i will kill u de. hahaha~

PS: for all e "u" i mentioned, is for evy1. not just my darling to see. hahaz.

2009-01-23T00:06:00.002+08:00

Alright. many ppl ask me today. "Why u look so emo??"

what do u think i shd reply??
1. my phone is lost.
2. im just not in e mood.
3. oh.. i didnt sleep well...
or 4. -silence- =)

depends on e person who asked me... i will only reply either 1/4. haiz... so sad...

hmm... y would ppl ask such a ques?? emo is just an expression. its another way to express ur feelings. if u sees that im emo, will u ask me, "dun b so emo can??" . if its me, i wont ask such a question. i think ... its redundant. will u ever ask some1 who is smiling, "dun be so happy can??". or some1 who is laughing, " y r u laughing??" mayb some ppl will. but i dont. in MY opinion, its just a way to express ur emotions. y shd u question others their way of expressing their feelings?? i know that its a way to show ur concern, but i dun like it. sorry.

dont u think so??

i would love someone to pat my shoulder, give me some encouragement after they knew the happenings, than ask me not to feel sad about it...

there is no way im not going to feel sad. its just like... losing ur loved ones. burying ur own pet dog. burning ur own hse... thats e feeling i have for my phone. its undescripable... coz my phone is like me. i love it like how i love myself. =) its the feeling that u separate from us. its the bond we had for one another among these 10months. *sob*

lets mourn for my phone.~~ its gone forever. =(

hahaz.

2009-01-22T23:43:00.003+08:00

okiee.. .. .. i lost my phone. ='(

lost it yest... i went to zh's hse for violin practise at night since i dont have lesson that day. Den at ard 9++, i was abt to go home. n lk came to fetch me. =) we boarded e bus n went to 2nd floor where theres no1... we reached Boon Lay interchange n i found out that my phone is no longer w me. zzz... haiz. den he called lots of time n we searched e bus but nth was found. we even went back to zh's hse to find it... we called zh from e minute when we cant find it, but she nv ans until we reached her hse. zzz. no use alr. its alr lost. den, im dame sad coz its my ideal phone. n its e 1st phone i bought w my own money... its a number that i uses for more than 3 yrs... its memory card is 2GB n i just bought it only.. =( the songs inside are limited edition [hahaz. nonsense]. den e pics i took, is oso limited edition de. coz its always some stupid pics like fish kissing, dogs climbing e window n so. hahaz.

Only if, zh picks up my phone earlier . Only if i didnt drop it on e floor w/o noticing. Only if i bought a landyard!. haiz...

e only last words i have is "only if". but if theres so much "only if" in the world, there wont be any mistakes done. n there wont be such a word called "mistake". =) n there wont b such a word called "lucky". for evy optimistic view, there will be a pessimistic person who says the opposite. This shall be a very very memorable mistake that i made in my life. It teaches me that, when i know that im suai, i should b more careful... hahaz.

PS: i know that im suai bcoz, that same day, i dropped fried rice on my lap for 2 times. n i told my fren, if i dropped it a 3rd time, im super suai that day. ! ! !

Mistakes are done to make people aware that its wrong and we should not make the same mistakes again.

2009-01-11T14:35:00.001+08:00

lol. actually i tot of wat i wan to blog yest night... but i forget abt it liao... hahaz... so its okiee lor. i shall think of it again e next time or i wrote it down sm where when i tot of it... =D

2009-01-09T19:38:00.002+08:00

对不起。不知道是不是我错了，现在的我好难过哦。这是第4 次了。。。第4次把你伤的好深好深。我竟然为了这个决定而哭，我是不是真的错了？？拜托你离我远一点好吗？我不希望历史重演。。好多事情我没说。还是不知从何说起。。

真的是我错了吗？。。。

我相信时间会淡化一切。。。让它随着风飘走吧。。。你不要去追了，因为我也不想再追了。。。

有梦总比没有来得好。

=)

笑代表欣慰。
也许是应为我领悟了这道了。
也许是我不想回头了。
也许是知道你一直都在。。。

请你闭上双眼。享受身边的风，让它帮你洗脑吧。
“痛苦” 就会减少很多。心也会平静下来的。

2009-01-06T00:18:00.001+08:00

hahaz.. my blog too empty so i added this stupid photo... went to zh's hse a few weeks ago.. den i took this stupid pic where e fish r kissing. n i was so amused! den zh tells me, =.='' they r fighting not kissing...

hahahaha

2009-01-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

looking at my msn nick, " 早睡早起身体好！Smilez~ " i realised tat i haven slp early for ages.. hahaz... esp during holidays. i would love to work ot whenever i can... =P

some1 once asked me, "y are u so happy everyday?? "
y shd i not?? is he hinting me didnt u experience any sadness? hahaz... mayb bcoz im a good actress. =D i nv show how sad or how depress im in front of e crowd. i will only do that in front of some1... He will b e 1 who knows all about me and see all other emotions i have. [ please... i dont have to be happy evy moment de. =.='' dun assume that i only know how to smile. =D ]

im happy always coz i dun have a place for me to b sad... or its not e right time. There are always other things to do.. some more im quite busy. i really cant afford to cry out loud when i dun have e time to do so. all i did was to stay tough and hold on to my tears. when i cry, i nd to find my doggy or a shoulder. =)

but its not easy la... as in, its not easy for me to cry. coz im too happy to do tat. u know y?? i will teach ur e trick. when u know some thing is gonna happen, u shall predict e ending. e worst ending... if u end up better than that, u shd feel happy alr. at least its not e worst.. its either e way u settle it or ur attitude towards it that makes e difference.

Rite?? its okiee. u can take ur time to think thru... this is my logic. hahaz... is it v hard to understand?? =P

2008-12-30T22:27:00.002+08:00

yo! went to wild wild wet today w jack n crys... ticket was ex... but its really fun to go out w them. hahaz. lots of funny stuffs happened n stupid things done... especially me.=(

den... we went for sky rider but crys was scared of that. n i was scared of e "slider" hahaz... den i watch them play. =P others, we all play tgt. u know, e floats, u have to rent rite?? den we just steal 3 from shiok pool, e lazy river, n play w it. hahaz... den we still transfer it to tsunami, e wave pool. =D bad rite?? =D den we play e foam n ular-lah. so sad we only played ular-lah twice n e tsunami 3-4 times... i still rmb e last time, i played evythg thousand times... hahaz. mayb bcoz we didnt try other things ba. this time we finished evythg n played in lazy river all e time. =D next time we shd not spend so much time on lazy river just bcoz we r lazy to queue up... hahaz

2008-12-29T03:08:00.002+08:00

=) came back from ot. watched buliang. nth much today. hahaz. abit emo due to e story qiqi tells me. met zh n qiqi at 2++ at JP. shop ard. bought some food. =D den qiqi told us wat she did in tw. esp e bing nang dame disgusting la. its a white colour stuff wrap in leaf. den e person will eat e leaf tgt. den he will bite bite bite den just throw it some where. dame disgusting la. imagine... if evy1 did this, e floor will b dame dirty. den e person's mouth will b bloody red. den e teeth oso super red. WTH! dame disgusting la. den i was thinking of it e whole day. no mood for dinner alr. haiz. ate only 1 waffle + fish ball. den went to work...

kend abit weird. ask us take photo. haiz... super sad. got alot of pimple +black circles.. haiz. sad. den only ate at ot time. =( cab home... weird arrangement. me,cck with wl, sengkang. n chen xiang, yishun. =.=''

2008-12-28T00:31:00.002+08:00

alrighty. got tagged by jacklyn... =.=''

The first person who tagged on your blog is
Crystal. =D

Your relationship with him/her
my darling, + les. + suaning partner. hahaha.

Your impression of him/her
BLACK!

The most memorable thing he/she has done for you
staying in her house for a mth just to study for Os when im moving hse.

The most memorable thing he/she said to you
REALLY! [hahaz. i can only rmb this word. zzz. ]

If he/she becomes your lover, thing(s) he/she has to improve/change will be
shes alr mine. hahaha. i wish that she wont spoil evythg she use. =D

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
0.o keep saying her black?? hahaha. idk! im too kind to think of anythg bad. =P

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
she spoil my favourite things? [u wont noe how horrible she can treat it. sm more it is ACCIDENTALLY... ]

The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
buy her air tickets n send her to korea/tw to watch DBSK/5566. haha. den leave her there.

How do you think people around you feel about you
blur. n irritating at times. hahaz. always act quiet in class, den play until v wild n dame noisy after school. hahaz.

The characteristic(s) that you love about yourself
SMART! lalala~ n v determine. once i decided on smtig [ plus alot of chop alr ] , den i will surely do well.

On the contrary, the stuff you hate about yourself
fickle-minded. its not easy to put alot of chop on sm big issues.
recently like to "act angry". haha. but sm times become real. =.=''

The most ideal person you want to be
i think ... i love myself now. minus abit of emo. plus abit of happiness, tat will b great. =D

Say something to those who care and like you
sry for bearing up w my dumb questions. i found them dumb sm times, but only aft i said it. hahaha... orh. n my lame jokes. y would i always be e only 1 laughing at my jokes.?? =.=''

Pass this quiz to 10 people
1. Crystal
2. Zhi Hui
3. HuiQi
4. Ivy guo
5. Huilan
6. Kent Ooi
7. Juliana Goh
8. Bernice Neo
9. Mavis Soo
10. JIAN yang

Who is No.6 having relationship with?
[kent] hu-hu! jiayi. =D

Is No.9 male or female?
[mavis] female.. -.-

If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
[juliana n jy] huh. u kidding me? i think juliana will be scolded by him evyday. hahaha

What is No.2 studying?
[zh] accounts! i like it.

When was the last time you had a chat with No.3?
[qiqi] hmm... 2hrs ago?? hahaz.

What kind of music does No.8 like?
[ber] evy kind.

Does No.1 have any siblings?
[crys] no... so sad. but she has a cute dog!

Will you woo No.3?
[qiqi] huh. cannot cannot... she belongs to zh. hahaha.

How about No.7?
[juju] hahaz. if i bcome a les, i will... shes so cute! =D

Is No.4 single?
[ivy] yeaH!

What's the surname of No. 5?
[huilan] chong?? hahaz. idk.

What's the hobby of No. 10?
[jy] suan me n others. =.=''

Does No.5 and No.9 get along well?
[huilan n mavis] they dunno each other. =.=''

Where is No.2 studying at?
[zh] ngee ann lor. hahaz

Talk something casually about No.1
eh... i think i talked quite alot above. =D

Have you tried developing feelings for No.6?
[kent] huh. no... =.='' hes totally not my type.

Where does No.9 live?
[mavis] bukit panjang!

What colour does No.4 like?
[ivy] for wat i know, its black n white. plain n simple.

Are No.5 and No.1 bestfriends?
[huilan n crys] no. they dunno each other. =.='' next time ba. hahaz.

Does No.1 have any pets?
yeah.! i mentioned tat she has a super cute dog.! white in colour, german shepherd mix breed. =D

Is No.7 the sexiest person in the world?
[juju] hu-hu! i think she can b 1. hahaz.

What is No.6 doing now?
[kent] work?? ot-ing??

2008-12-28T00:18:00.002+08:00

YO! finally strings concert finished! hu-hu! =D

late again. but still in time for rehearsals. starting at 10am today. haiz... so early. wan die. =(

hahaz. only qiqi came. others r not free. sad. den zh n i ran to find qiqi coz she lost her way. den ran back . phew. strai away start our piece. wan die! sweating sm more. hahaha... den i play wrongly la. hahaz. ++ our 1st piece, got 4 parts, den last part, 4 person will put down their violins n clap hands. den e rest of us continue playing, but e curtain close... diao. close halve sm more. hahaz. dame funny la den i laugh n played wrongly. =D

minuet i always play wrong. =.='' haiz. sad.

den aft concert zh n i ran away half way. in front of all e members sm more. den left our violin behind... =D wan kill myself. so bad. haha. den let e rest keep for us. haiz...

2008-12-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

hu- hu! watched dame lots of buliang. making me so crazy of xiaohua. hahaz... went to practise today. super late... haiz... hahaz.but today is not my fault orh. =P zh is even later. hahaz. i woke up later den her sm more. =P den we late for practise... haiz... den they go for lunch break oso didnt call us. den we go for lunch v late. den weili see us. den say times up alr... we juz sat down lor. haiz... sian. we didnt explain. n we dun care alr...

ps: coz we both go to a wulu corner to practise so mayb they didnt see us. but i told sm1 tat we r there. haiz...

eh... nth much la. aft practise, we went to cck. lot1 walk walk ard. n recently hor, i think i have itchy hands. evythg touch touch den dun wan to buy. hahaha... i think e sales assistant want to smack me. zzz...

2008-12-26T00:02:00.002+08:00

yo! merry xmas. hahaz... watched 不良笑花 when i wake up. den... went to zh's hse to practise violin. hahaz. played for 4-5 hrs. v tired. but still not v good. i think im abit more familiar w e song. but still cant play well. haiz... den... zh's mum bought dinner for me. thx! hahaz. zh! next time u must try e rice at my hse here. v nice. hahaz...

den slack. finished her rubics cube while shes watching her spore show... hahaz. den went home w a bag of bags. =.='' super awquard. carrying violin n hugging a bag... plastic bag. haiz... den at jp, evy1 was like looking at me. hahaz. coz i wear e casper n a jeans short today. no other accessories. den carry a bag n a violin. they must b thinking "nowadays, ah lian plays violin arh." hahaha... or "she dun looks like some1 who plays violin. sloppy attire, stupid face n so..." dame funny la, when i see their face. lol..

it remains me of lawerence. not e ipc law. but my bqt manager. coz last time i tried to cancel my booking due to violin practise. jessy ask y.
me: got cca.
law: wat cca. dun go la.
me: violin. cannot dun go.!
law: *laugh*.
=.=''
law: u play violin!?? *laughs*
=.=''
me: y?? u dun believe?? zh oso play w me de.
law: u dun look like 1. zh still can. she got e look.
me: diao!

haiz... i dun have e qizhi meh?? haiz... sadded.

2008-12-24T23:12:00.002+08:00

hahaz. went out w my darlings today. hahaz. as usual, im late. =.=''

den... went to novena. shopped at velocity n square2. <--- square square. hahaha... den we walked mostly at square2 coz it has a level for korean stuffs n a level of abit of jap... its really like a korean shopping mall. evy1's speaking korean. n mostly from korea. mayb abit of china... hahaz.

den we shopped ard. restricted myself from buying... den walk walk. as usual, bought nth. haiz. den ate at some korean bbq restaurant. like seoul garden but its not buffet style. haiz... quite ex... we payed ard 30++ per person as we know how to order foods tactfully. hahaha... we r quite full as well. =D nice food!

orh. ard 2-3 hrs b4 dinner, we bought korean snacks like spicy rice cakes n some korea kuey to eat... super nice. n we r quite full as well thou its just a v small amt. hahaz. nice trip to korea. =D

2008-12-24T02:39:00.003+08:00

okiee. lets talk abt my work yest. monday! 22/12

xmas celebration'08 at gcw. a dinner where e president will b present. super idiotic. raymond scold me. n e chef n so... ARGH! its bcoz im serving mrs nathan. den shes having some kind of diet. n i was supposed to take vege soup for her n e lady beside her. idk y they didnt inform me b4 hand. haiz... lack of communication. thats e worst thing ever. n thats wat i hate most in this world. no communication btw managers or btw partners! haiz...

haiz... im seriously not in a good mood. jack is having a v bad temper recently. i always kanna scolded for some reasons. i noe i always ask stupid question. its always bcoz ur didnt state it clearly n different ppl may mean different thing when using e same word. zh scold me for keep msg-ing during practises... haiz.. not attending all sorts of gathering.. either w class 4G or w shaun ++. retain singlehood. i dun really noe e reason as well. mayb bcoz i dun wan to get serious?? idk! hahaz. quarrel w long again for stupid reasons. always have to comfort others n act as if nth happened to me. im tired of this. they said tat its bcoz im strong. but im not... its only bcoz... ... they have no chance to witness my weakness. i dun show it, doesnt mean im strong. it only means that idw any of ur to worry abt me...

im getting abit emo recently. having a feel to return to e previous emo kid. e gal tats completely different from this 1 tat they r familiar with.

anyway. stop emo-ing n i shall tell ur e silly stuffs tat happened.
yest. i think, i knock on to zh's head a few times. n clare's lots of times. hahaz... 3 idiots knocking each others head... me n zh did it again today. =.='' nonsense rite!! how is it possible to do this every day unknowingly?? hahaz.
okiee. u will nv imagine wat i dreamt last night. i dreamt: MY HAIR GREW TO E LENGTH OF IVY'S!! hahaz. n i tot that its real. =.='' i touched it this morning, playing w it. n its like 1hr lata den i realised tat e long hair was a dream.. zzz...

wth! can u imagine tat?? how dumb can i be??

2008-12-21T19:33:00.002+08:00

=) not working today. coz they dun nd ppl. so sad. today... hmm... im like a pig. wake up, eat lunch. sleep. den eat dinner. hahaz. now im finally using my com n watch bleach n so. hahaz. didnt touch them for a v long time... finally.! =)

n my fav. mini game in meetoto is gone. haiz... dunno where can i find it again. super sad...

2008-12-20T01:55:00.002+08:00

CRY! i just did smthg stupid !! zzz... my sis brought me a drink. those peel fresh small packet type. den i just pour. zzz... i wet myself n my room's floor. sad. dunno whether ants will come n find me anot. haiz...

2008-12-20T01:02:00.002+08:00

alright. quit e emo-ing n start blogging abt silly stuffs now. im so dumb to wear heels today. we went back to np for danzation. n went to kap for dinner aft tat. heels r really irritating.

danzation is really touching. esp e 3 stories at e 2nd half. nice.! =)

i didnt bring cam. n i dun wanna take any pics. not in e mood...

i did lots of stupid things recently but i forget abt it liao. aiyo... i have no time to blog evyday... so i forget liao. sad. haizz... im so emo now. i shd go n look at e silly stuffs i did. n laugh at it. =)

2008-12-20T00:55:00.002+08:00

im single again. for those who noes it, good for ur. but those who doesn't , thats better.

nth good to say abt. nth else to mention. i only feels tat i cheated myself. all along, i have nv been honest to me, myself. am i so dumb to even believe my own lies?? i think im.

sry for all e emo stuffs. i hate it myself. n i noe tat hes not going to look at my blog. so i can say watever i wan. even in chinese... sry for scolding u. i noe u dont deserve it. but i did it all e times. emo-ing is all tat i noe. since v long ago... i have not been so emo after.. after tat. n i noe tat no1 noes wat really happened to me. not even my gfs. =)

then ... im back. e lonely 1.

PS: watever i said is not meant for 1 person. is for all of ur.

2008-12-13T22:51:00.002+08:00

lol. finally my exams r over. i wanted to watch a couple of movies now. bolt n twilight. =D
den i need to tell ur some funny things i did today. hahaz. i decided to record all e funny things i made in this blog n read n laugh at it some day. ! lol...

okiee. zh n i went for leo agm. super boring. i even yawn. on mon we still have a strings agm. i think we will b v happy coz we know e ppl there. hahaz. den we went to great world. wanted to watch movie. but nth to watch other den tat 2 i mentioned. but we wanna watch w qiqi they all so cant watch 1st. sad. =(

er-erm... 1st ... zzz i forgot wat i did. nvm. i ask zh. hahaz...

hahaz. anyway. b4 she reply me. let me continue my story. =D

went to shop n ate our lunchner in great world. =P den i somehow like "force" zh to eat pepper lunch. haha. she said tat its v scary to cook like this n she wont try it again. but pepper lunch taste good! she will only eat it if its alr cooked for her. zzz... den... we shopped alr n its like... both of us r saving. den she was looking at e clothes n i starring ard. hahaz. den shes v sad. coz she can only see, cant buy. *pengz* luckily i nv pay much attention to e clothes or else i oso v sad. hahaz...

den went to tiong to take mrt. Okiee. part 1:
buying sweet talk. n jack calls me. den i wanna take money. den i put my phone in b/w my shoulder n head. zzz... dunno y it flys off... n e battery oso fall out! super bad condition. even my screen almost break into 2!! haizz... sad...

den we go je, shirley mah cut hair. okiee. part 2:
i playing psp den zh go cut 1st coz theres too much customer le. can only go 1 by 1. den... i keep shouting to e psp. =.='' den evy1 walking past keeps looking at me. zzz... btw, im playing bleach! hahaz. den my turn to cut, i talk to e hairdresser for v long den he start cutting. zzz... but i like my hair style. =D

den wat else i did?? dun really rmb. hahaz. i noe tat yest, i went out w my class, i did alot of stupid things... =(
den went to zh hse. watch harry porter part 1 . part 2 starts at 10. n i ... forget to watch =.='' only rmb my com.

ORH! i rmb liao. part 3:
i was charging my phone. no bat. den i go wash my face. come back, tripped. =.='' i left my phone on e floor. n i think i kicked e phone. zzz. its alr bad enough when i throw e phone...

sad... but its still okiee! its time to repair my phone n find a new phone. hahaz...

2008-12-03T16:54:00.002+08:00

=)

time to blog~

so long nv use com liao. n im recently playing a on9 game call MEETOTO. its a singing game. if u like to sing or like to scold ppl, please play e game... hahaz. u can sing n scold ppl who sing v badly. but its mostly in chinese... u can sing english songs as well. =D

Jack n i was playing e game recently... hahaz...

i was late for sch evyday. sian... i think my attendance for this sem is super bad! zzz... wan die liao... it means, i missed alot of lectures. =.='' need to study evythg back. 8am lecture, i always come at ard 9am. zzz...

i can write jap characters in my com! hahaz... juz found out when i was too busy....

2008-11-30T20:51:00.002+08:00

我累了。

真的好累。。。

不要问我什么事，当事情发展到莫一个境界，你们自然会知道的。。。

谢谢。=D

2008-11-30T00:26:00.002+08:00

im getting super bad-tempered recently. n i started scolding ppl. all thx to jacklyn lee n CWL that spread e diseases to me. =.=''

haiz... i dun like to be bad-tempered. =( coz i keep having headaches n ONG ZHI HUI! keep making me angry... by doing stupid things... n always forget this n that... sian.

n of coz... due to e attitudes of sushi tei n strings, my headache get worst... nth much to comment. actually wanna blog abt yest's hao's bdae trip. but i have no mood to do so now.

anyways, its fun. =D. i will definitely love to go out with you all again. =) thanks guys.

2008-11-25T23:27:00.002+08:00

ARGH!! so many things to study. last week is e quizzes week. jap, bio n ipc all falls on that week. super sad. hope i did well~~ 0.o
love working in gcw but seriously i have no time to go back. if i type out my schedule for e whole week, u will know y.. but i think its too long for me to do so... hahaha. u see my schedule oso super pc. n dunno y am i doing so many thgs!! i oso dunno y i have so many thgs to do.

Mon, lessons from 8-11am. study in sch till 9++ or go for tuition teaching
Tues, lessons from 8-3pm. wait for strings~ till 10++
Wed, project from 10-12++. break. lessons from 3-5pm. tuition teaching at 7pm in cck. [i have to rush home evy week like this!! w/o my dinner!!] aft that, chiong project.
thurs, lessons from 8AM - 8PM!! den go study/strings till 10++ . super tired!
Fri, lessons from 10-12. break. den 3-5. sian. den go for strings again... or go to work at gcw. [ but it will be like 630. ] idl. so i always nv work.
Sat, work at either sushi or GCW.
Sun, slack day. OR ELSE I WILL DIE!! usually i slp alot n den may go for work at night. mayb at VE, sushi or GCW. at GCW, i will ot n always late for monday's lesson. sad.

haiz... so many thgs to study. so many jobs to finish. n even my tution. i still have to prepare some notes... asked by my student. sian... no time for evythg. i cant even sleep well!! n lots of projects to do...

2008-11-17T23:18:00.002+08:00

i have so much to blog abt but too tired to.

yest went to work. qiqi cut her leg n went to hospital for stitches. huilan is w her. argh~ surely super pain n she cant work for a few weeks!. sian... im not going to carry heavy trays anymore. n not going to hurt my waist n shoulder!

lobby urshering yest. n a lady actually asked me wheres e EXIT!! =.='' dumb. when its juz infront of her.

zh n i was lost in jalan lekar today. we are walking ard for almost 2hrs. luckily some kind ppl fetch us to lot 1. or else we die there!! den went imm eat abit. went orchard to look for jack n crys. tats it. im tired. tmr having a long day~ =(

2008-11-15T17:34:00.002+08:00

haiz... super bored. waiting for my show to load. juz now my mummy drag me out to kopitam for lunch den i only bring my phone along... n she keep asking me e time. den my phone shows 330 pm. lol... den lata i reach hm its alr 530pm... den i realised tat my phones settings' have been reset. den mummy keep laughing at me. =.=''

studying bio n waiting for shows to load. super slow. tats y im v bored... sad.

2008-11-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

hahaz... finally evaluation over. =D i think its quite good cause shaun [ our violin senior ] treat us bubble tea. he said, if all distinction den treat us meal... so shd b all pass... =)

den i got alot of assignments hand up late. overdue. =P i all did finished alr but always forget to post... sian. i keep watching shows, den when my sis/ mum come n disturb me i will forget wat to do... they always disturb me when im doing e most critical thg.!! =.='' thats my weird family...

den jack always wan me to go her hse eat... but i every evening got smthg on. so sry... lol~

2008-11-13T14:29:00.002+08:00

=)

lots of things happened recently. idk where to start blogging abt. tues i went to jack's hse. help out in painting. n she took lots of photos. =D
went to violin practise aft tat n being lock outside e strings room when our bags are still inside. e person holding onto e key went off. 0.o die. go hm w violin luckily zh's dad drive us hm... supposingly to b returned by wed but i cant bring to sch w my bag n laptop. [ which means i have 2 bags on wed. ] so i return it on thurs, today. too busy till i forget abt lots of things.

nv finish lots of assignment. lazy to do...
nv went to lib to study w class. lazy to wake up.
many assignments nv hand up. forget e deadline.

sian. im now in holiday mood. can sm1 wake me up??

=D

2008-11-07T14:12:00.003+08:00

my goodness! i was doing my project research and found this:

The cruelty facts of Fur trade.

Domestic pets like dogs and cats are hanged or strangled to dealth for their fur in china. 2 million dogs and cats are killed in Asia a year, just to supply the fur trade. ! HORRENDOUS! can u imagine that how many animals are killed just for fashion?? This is only the amount in Asia. What about the whole world? The victims not only include dogs and cats. Other animals such as fox that people are more familiar with are all dying off.
just take a look urself. and u will not feel like buying them lata... http://www.gan.ca/campaigns/fur+trade/cat+and+dog+fur.en.html
=.=''

PS: i have no time to continue writing. studying for my maths test later.

2008-11-02T22:48:00.003+08:00

=( just now i was flipping thru my calendar. I saw lots of familiar dates that i used to forget. Since poly life started, i have not celebrate my closest frens b'dae. not even sending them a simple b'dae msg... ur seems to b forgotten. from pri sch frens, to best buddies, to teachers tat i once respected. etc etc. so many of ur b'dae have past n i nv even notice tat.

i still rmb last year during crys b'dae, we had so much fun. thou i dun have e pictures w me. n of coz i dont take any pictures. =D i can still rmb what happened that day. we went vivo. met XXXX. bought shoes. e surprise party tat made evy1 wait for us... bao fell down. played w cream n hoping to play w water as well. [ =.='' its been so long tat we wanted to do tat. but its like... nv going to happen... ]

jack's b'dae, crys is not ard. went out w gcw buddies. =D e grp tat will nv go out as a whole again.

so sad...

2008-11-02T14:08:00.002+08:00

alright. aft so many days, i finally got e chance to blog. 1st of all, zh n i have created a blogshop.currently selling 2nd hand goods but will b having sprees n more in stocks soon.[nd to wait for them to fly...] hmm... i dun rmb e blog link. hahaha... post it e next time when i gotten it.
er-erm... so ppl like... jack n crys =D plz help me advertise by posting it on ur blog.

PS: wait for me to find out e blog link 1st!!

2008-10-20T12:48:00.002+08:00

hmm... too long nv blog alr. i dun even rmb wat i wanted to blog long ago...

yest i went to zh's hse. she drag me to trim my eyebrow. super painful lor. den aft tat my eyebrow v red. zh says i shd take a photo of b4 n aft. den blog it out. lol... den her parents bought crabs home. =D den i eat alot... super happy. we oso created a blog shop. but haven start selling things yet. due to e huge amt of clothes she bought n nv wears... we decided to sell it as 2nd hand in e shop.

den i bought alot of bags n clothes from tw n hk. they r sending it in now. shd b arriving in a mth time. so... we will only open e blogshop earliest next mth. keep a look out on my new posts n contact changes.

2008-10-13T22:07:00.002+08:00

=( went to doc today. nv go work. sad. 1st time take mc... haiz... i hate cough syrup. n i have to take it. sad. no soft drinks or cold drinks for me. sian. =( i need sweets to cover e taste of e syrup.!! hate tat taste.

1st day of sem. i finally came on time at 8am. but e lecturer is late. =.='' he came at 8.30++ n e room is only opened at 845. sad. finally i came earlier den e lecturer... but all e other days i cant b late alr. all my lessons starts at 8am. so sad. i must not b late. =( only wed starts at 1pm. but its not getting any better. thurs i having a full day lesson. from 8am-5pm. mayb i having my jap in e night at 6-8. haiz... 12 hrs of studying. i gonna die from tat. but ! its okiee. since i choose to have it on thurs, i must accept e fact that i will b dead tired. fri lessons starts at 8am again. looking at my timetable, i think i will die... 3 hrs break on fri. we shd change it abit... hahaz. e modifications will only be done next week. sian... still have to wait...

2008-10-08T12:49:00.002+08:00

alright. after so many days of slacking, its time to blog about O/C.

this mon, 6/10
wake up. den i asked GCW have an Outside Catering event at Istana. n im going for it! hahaha~ 1st time doing o/c. dun really know what to do. working at 9am when in fact, i OT e previous night n i slept at 3am. =.='' need to wake up by 7. thx to ZH for morning calling me. n i called kent thousand times he nvqi to call him. hahaz. she super smart! finally he wake up at 8am. den aiyo. im 6mins late. which means i owe branden 6 packs of rice. *cry cry* he bet tat i wont come in time. den we loaded e stuffs on e lorry. n i put my nametag inside e lorry coz our vest is inside as well. =D so i borrowed 1 from jessie. den kent n elson sit w our goods to "protect" them. lol~ den i sit in front of e lorry w branden coz theres only 2 seats. =D e rest all sit on van.

reached there, set-up. qianqian n i do coffee station. =.='' no1 coming n we have to standby. n i keep coughing.lol. super noisy. hahaha... suddenly alot of ppl come. tats y become v messy. =D den all e guest left, we went to e back to eat. =D n den jen come in to tell us we nd to go back alr. me n kent still eating... hahaha... den aft tat, no voice. =.='' now elson, weilong n zhiwee sit at e back. as usual i sit in front. den i went back to tabao food from outside. =D got fried rice n hokkien mee. ate at store. evy1 come in, looked shocked. lol. wl oso. den voucher closed at 8. me n kent stay at gbr slack till 11pm. lots of things happened.let me just tell ur a little bit.

elson was being banned for a week by jen cox of his attitude n he scolded some vulgarities at jen. o.0 i shall not proceed on to e details. den went to gbr, found out tat fiona n jiayi quarrelled. =.='' as usual, i shall not tell ur whats going out. =D but they r okiee alr. yest found out. hahaz.

alright! tues, 7/10 doing galleria from 5-11. buffet. we ate alot of stuffs n played w balloons n helim! =D my voice super sexy~~ me n mengzi keep eating at e back. lol.

ps: our president is short. =.='' n his tummy is almost e size of branden's!

2008-10-05T03:20:00.002+08:00

hahaz... as for me n wl, its just some stupid misunderstanding. hahaz. onli realised tat today. =D hahaz... so dumb of me. haiz... still, ur dun nd to noe e truth. HAHAHA! try asking me... mayb i will tell. =P
+ im seriously in a good mood. hahaz.

2008-10-05T01:53:00.002+08:00

hahaz. i have a good mood today. =D last few weeks not feeling well. n making all of u worried. n keep asking abt me. hahaz. im fine now. =D dun tell ur what happened. =P try asking me~ mayb i will tell , to some of u. lalala~

hmm... no voice today coz yest did something stupid. yest, my mum cook chicken wing. den i ate b4 coming out. i ate alot!! den meet zh to taka. den go for violin. met lt n bingxin++ [lsct ppl]. n zh says bingxin ish her pri sch mate. n evy1 call him yu bing. lol. dun think he rmb zh. hahaz. haiz... realised tat next week having strings camp. sian. all working. 4 days camp we can onli come for 1 day. hahaz. den.... sad. erm.. den we take bus to ikea queensway. n ate hotdog bun. + ice-cream for me. den go GCW take money. hahaz. left b4 all of them released. den go hm. hahaz. watch shows + bleach manga. juz started watching it only. im like watching e anime once again. sianz...

PS: because of e ice-cream n chicken wings, im getting sick. w my sexy voice n mucus flowing. zzz. im seriously sick.!

lol. heng today nv OT. but usually under wl i will auto become ot staff. =) today i need rest. no ot-ing. hahaz. but tmr i still ot. =.=''

2008-10-03T04:31:00.002+08:00

=) slacking today. hahaz. partner w weilong. next time have to portion faster then him. =D went to sent food w jensen today n yest. both at lvl 25. hahaz. e night view is v nice. i took a few photos of it. =D but i dun think spore's night view is comparable to other countries. hahaz.

im tired.

will start talking to wl again. i realised tat im not angry bcoz of e bread. but... its okiee... i dont nd to let ur know e truth. =D

2008-09-30T14:27:00.002+08:00

hmm... recently 梁雯意 v dumb. always do stupid stuffs. n i forgot wat i did. hahaz. so i cant give any example. hmm... i rmb yest i partner Andre. den its e 1st time i carry a tray tat day n i slip n almost evything is broken. sianz. =.='' i must change back my shoe 1 day. haiz... this shoe is too slippery. sad. but its okiee. 1st time i broke e tray. ...

den... yest 1st time using e personal locker. so not used to it. i forget to take my shoe, etcetc. aiyo. i dun rmb wat i wanted to blog yest. i went to bed strai away. zzz. no time to blog. zzz... nvm. next time i rmb den say.

2008-09-26T01:30:00.003+08:00

hmm... today actually wan go dentist but i cant wake up so i changed it to tmr. 12noon. shopping w zh. saw huilan n regina outside far east. went to look for shoes n seperate from them. hahaz... den meet them again at lvl1. in e end, i spent ard $160 today. including my dinner. =P n tmr still hab to spend lots at e clinic. zzz. sad.

okieee.
Summary:
1. Shoes $19.90
2. 2 cardigen $39.90 [ 1 blue, long. 1 jap, white, short sleeve, normal length.]
3. black jeans n sheep t-shirt $65.60
4. bioskin product $26.60
5. dinner + bubble tea $6.90

total: $158.90

zzz. spend almost 3days' salary. + tmr = 4days salary gone... zzz. MUST SAVE!! argh. always nv save. hahaz. yest yest bank in $530 now spend away so much. like i hab made any savings like tat. =.='' from now on, must keep saving. for sch fees. for braces. for oversea trip. for shopping. for fun. for leisure. etc etc~~

2008-09-25T23:38:00.006+08:00

hmm... 1st blog abt this tues. VIP event. e couples r not v rich but they write in to complain b4 i think...tats y v bad... haiz... den i still do VIP. zzz. b4 e dinner start, ruiwen went downstairs for lobby ursher. den i go replace her coz she went to eat. den i ask xinghua to put decos for me.. n i told him to put like tat. hahaha... 1st time... let ur see e pic. its super nice. =D

den xinghua put too much petals i took away alot! but nv take photo alr ... coz e doors' opened. =P den we happily doing VIP. all e VIP guests only came in juz b4 e couples. sianz. den 1st course super rush. still hab to ask 20ppl for drinks. n i dun like e bride. shes too controlling... hate women who controls their husbands... n ordered them ard. haiz... den shes bad... seriously. dun wanna elaborate.

tat night work from 3-3. n they ask me to wait beside e food from 11-1. free 2 hrs. im using e phone all e way. hahaha. coz i cant do anythg else!! i ask them can i move away, they ask me to go back. kind of scolding me... zzz. den sianzz.. send food up. e couples' brother n his wife is worst then them. at least its only e bride tat is bad. e groom is great. but his bro n his bro's wife is Super picky.!! told amru abt it n he agrees! haha~ but their wedding is nice. n its seriously memorable. great gifts n cute menu. theres still a v cute cake corner w real mini cakes!! super cute~~ but i didnt take e pic. next time i get from huilan den show ur... or go her blog see... hahaz.
wed.. LSCT training. slept from 4-6. 2 hrs. went to help jowell take e logistics n take cab coz its raining.

went there sian sian.. pt is fun... doing lots of weird exercise. ate n went for set up. sat there till 2++ pm. almost 2 hrs w morgan juz to wait for e ppl to come. coz its e last station. =P played too much over time. den debrief, hongwei said we did improve today. its great! woO~ thou i didnt go for training often hahaz. n during grp 4 debrief, e... mutou say shes surprised to see me lead e crowd quite well. [ its only bcoz she dun see me at e training much. hahaha~ i only went for training like 4 times?? idk. ]

den went for dinner w gls. n lots of thgs happened. stupid thgs done. i mean me doing stupid thgs. =.='' dun wanna mention it. hahaz...

2008-09-19T03:09:00.003+08:00

argh~ e worst day doing VIP. we hab 3 VIP tables today plus 12 normal table at GBR. den me chenjian n zhaolu doing vip. anthony help us serve drinks. hmm... its table portioning. n 2 tables of 12 pax plus 1 vege. so abit messy. but aft 3rd course, its okiee alr. hahaz. den every 15mins we have to serve a course. e whole process is super rushing. we r almost forcing e guests to swallow e food at their fastest speed.!! wth... den left alot of stuffs. but amru forget to hide... den all e stewarding throw away. so sad...

haiz... sm thing worst happened today. i dunno wat i hit b4 turnover at 5++ pm. den during e whole dinner im super busy to even think abt it. haiz... aft tat, during ot, my leg super pain. e left leg, at e ankle. its swallan ... =( den i still can walk abit. till 1am we went for supper, i almost can walk. i can only hop abit n walk super slow.. den went to take transport. zzz... e van keep shaking.. it hurts my leg. =( den i cant move during e whole journey. super pain. i even hop down e van when i reaches my hse. now im rubbing oil. =D luckily my mum went msia. or else she will surely rub for me. den i will cry... she rub very hard.!

PS: i seriously dun understand why the transport uncle ALWAYS send me to e wrong place. along e whole street, theres 4 staircase. n mine is the second. he always stopped me at e last!! always make me walk back. n today theres a lorry in e middle of e street. den i asked him to stop me behind e lorry. he act as thou nth happened. still stop me far in front of e lorry. IDIOT!

2008-09-18T02:05:00.002+08:00

梁雯意不知为何每一次心情不好就会想到他。
就这样巧，我不开心的时候他有空。
就算没空，他也一定会找个时间打给我。
因为他知道我有东西想说，也许要某人的安慰。

难道这个世界上就再也没有像他这样了解我的人了吗？？
不希望是这样。

PS：知道他华文不好，所以特别用华语写部落各。哈哈。

2008-09-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

hmm... they started working a few days ago. all came to work alr. only huan huan... haiz... i think hes not gonna work there alr. he going for other jobs.

hmm... nth much to say. dunno wat to blog. ...

today partner lt n lw. haiz... kend put us go swimming, we really swimming... hahaz.. its okiee de. xiang xiang back hse. she help us alot. =P den i think im quite bad at teaching ppl. but i have good temper tats y new comers usually are close to me after the 1st day. i mean those newbies who partner w me e 1st day. =)

2008-09-15T12:18:00.003+08:00

YO~ just recieve my results... wanna take a look? hahaz.

CREATIVITY AND APPLIED THINKING SKILLS			B+
ELECTROTECHNOLOGY			A+
ENGINEERING DRAWING & COMPUTER APPL			A
ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 2			A
INTRO TO CHEMICAL & BIOCHEMICAL ENGG			A
ORGANIC & BIOLOGICAL CHEMISTRY			A

hahaz... i tot i will get at most a B for ICBE. but its now an A. =D congrates sadie... hahax. hmm.. GPA: 3.9649

yeah! gonna apply for scholarship n get more money. hahaz. hmm... hungry. go eat 1st. buaii~

2008-09-15T01:26:00.002+08:00

yoyo! super high... yest i partner a somewhat newcomer, wenyu, den i portion 2 fish. =P n almost evy course i portion 2. =D

den today, working 11-11. lunch, partner wenyu's fren , liyi. den haiz... at 1st i told him to pickup all courses. den i think, nvm. from dunno which course onwards, i pickup half of it. coz we got 2 vegetarian. den sian. its okiee. all thx to ahboon. =D den dinner, i got another weird 1. i nv see her b4 but she work quite a while alr. i still portion 2 dishes. =P den hmm... i realise smthg. newcomers likes to care more on drinks n dun overlap courses. if we dun hab time, we can juz dun clear all e plates, mayb 1 table left, den go pickup. but they dun. they muz finish clearing and top up all drinks b4 they can serve e next course... haiz... muz change their mindset.

lol... which means Sadie's improving. hahaha...

den... its best to b VIP.

2008-09-12T18:54:00.001+08:00

yo! watched flower boys today w jack.! nice show. hahaz. nice songs as well. nth much to say. =.=''

hmm...

???

nvm. dunno wat to blog.

2008-09-12T01:07:00.000+08:00

hmm... this wed, 11/9
brought some frens to hotel for interview. lk, t, huan, liwen [Lt's fren]，Anthony[huan's fren ]. =D den wl interview them. hahaz. n he keep saying i cheated them here. where got!! ... haiz... den huan called me today. he cant make it for e job. n hes not going alr. so sad. sad for bqt, cant know such a nice person. hahaha... but hes my fren alr. lalala~

working 6. 2 to 1 Vip. =D good life. im used to such good life alr. if i was given 2 to 3, can i do it?? im always wondering... hahaz.

thurs, 12/9
went chinese garden for lantern festival. nice place, lots of special things there. hmm... dunno how to say. next time i put some pics den ur will noe. =D hahaz...

suddenly online lots of ppl talk to me. hahaz. hand busying msg den now busy w msn. =P busy watching shows n chatting. hahaz. buaii...

2008-09-09T23:50:00.002+08:00

hahaz... forget to blog. hmm... juz came back from chalet. slept till 8++ went for dinner n came back use com.

okiee... how did e chalet goes??
ur must b wondering. im part of e organizing crews. hahaz... tats y it shd b fine.

hmm... 1st day,
thx to alvin's dad to drive us there. we r carrying too much things. =) den go chalet slack. play abit mahjong, watch tv, blast songs, play mini rubics [ thx boon for tat gift. =D] etc,etc. den prepare for bbq. many ppl not coming. mr chong came at 5++ bought some drinks for us. cibin almost tot tat e chalet is not tat day. zzz. luckily boon called him. hmm... we ate alot but left alot as well. den drink beer [ but i didnt. =P ]. i drink beer + choco milk. haha. i dun lyk e bitter taste. den me doing proposal n some of them gambling outside. sm playing games inside. den i join in. embarrassing forfeits done. zzz. lots of stuffs to mention. den me,lt, lien n huan go pasir ris park. lie down watch stars n slack. den alvin, ted n andrew joined us. den chat n went back bathe. n went for mac breakfast. =D

which is day 2 alr. ate, sleep. wake up at 11++ play abit. go arcade, shop, eat sakura. etc. den i eat super long. sry for waiting for me. =P den go walk walk ard. went back watch movie play mahjong. =D n slp. zzz. haha i slept super early. den they cant wake me up for 2nd movie. =P

last day。
at 1st wanna cycle overnight yest. den we rent e bike. but nv ride. sianz... den wake up, go return bike n eat n went hm. nth much to say. =D

2008-09-07T01:29:00.002+08:00

=)

recently weiliang ish super bad-tempered. mayb due to lots of complains. n mayb bcoz i dun wan to buy food for him alr. hahaha... coz he evy time call me roti/bread/mianbao. =.='' coz of allen wu. keep telling others tat i look like a bread. =.='' where in e hell did i look like bread!! haix... den now e hotel's FM [CWL] knew it. n of coz it advertise for me. sian..

kies... den i dun wan to care him. haha... no food oso.. nowadays evy1 see me they will ask , "today nv buy food arh??" are they trying to say tat, "buy some for me next time? " ?? =D nv know tat buying food for jensen alone, at first, will lead to so much orders. =D smart rite?? oso dunno wats wrong.

im finally not OT-ing tonight~~ all thx to kendict. yeah~ daddy is e best. no wonder hes e daddy of e staffs. =D den hahaz... went hm to prepare for chalet's stuff... hmm... now settling on9 shopping stuffs n chalets stuff n watching shows.

2008-09-02T02:51:00.002+08:00

=)

recently went back to work. wanna find admin jobs but most of it requires a 3 mth worker. which means i cant make it. sad. back to sch in 12oct. in this mth i will try to find tution jobs n work more in GCW. i really love working ot n wedding dinners. but it will cause me pimples n eye bags... so sad. haiz...

5am now. abit tired. but still cant slp. wanna watch shows but not loading... zzz. restarting com...

2008-08-31T04:23:00.002+08:00

zzz. got tagged.
Female.
7 things i want in a partner:

trust. 信任
freedom. 自由
food. 做菜 [这几时变成了男人的工作]
homely. 爱家
thoughtful. 周道
?
?

ps: dun really have much request. =) when e feel comes, many things can b forgiven. 但是，千万不要利用梁雯意的好而对我不好哦。只是你们没看过我发脾气，而不是我不会。！ =D

2008-08-30T15:05:00.001+08:00

haiz... dunno wat to blog...

my leg arch. mayb i didnt work for too long. juz 12hrs of standing, i cant stand it. haiz... luckily today not working. rest.

2008-08-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

busy looking for jobs. hahaz. no time to blog. finding jobs for others as well. super busy. zzz.... next time?? =D

anyway. i bought a esprit belt. hahaz. i like.

2008-08-24T13:21:00.004+08:00

alright. dun feel like blogging. hahaz. so i shall let e pictures talk. yeah!

2008-08-24T04:08:00.001+08:00

wanted to post... i seriously wanted to. zzz. but im too tired to do so. juz came back from work. so long nv work. 1st day go back bcome VIP server. 4 VIP tables sm more. n its table portioning. wan die. my hands are shivering~~

2008-08-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog today. theres so much to say. but im too tired. =D i will try my best to blog tmr morning. hahaz. try...

2008-08-21T01:09:00.002+08:00

wake up super late today. at ard 12.. zzz. den i go n buy bubble tea. =D n went to sch. haizz... on e way, i looked up at e trees den an ant drop down. fall into my eye... sad. den i kept on rubbing n haiz... its an red ant. am i suai?? haiz... den my eyes oso red. =.='' den go study... chiong ICBE.

haha... did lots of papers and predict ques... lalala~ hope we will get e "correct" ques. =D hmm... den we go market eat dinner. zzz. at 1st wan eat porridge. but we think n think... sold out. =.='' nvm. i go buy other stuff... den LK bought porridge. =.='' nv tell us. so bad.. den e sugar cane, got weird taste. but onli me n LT realised e diff... n we are e onli girls. den they say theres diff btw guys n girls. zzz. den go mac study till 11. went to wait for bus. 74 reached liao... den boon chase it. we 3, [alvin, huan2 n mi] went to take bus, when we crossing e road, all e 3 buses tat we can take went off. zzz. sianz. waited... n went hm~

now studying again. memorising formulas n steps. ! hai! jiayous~~

大家也一起加油吧！

2008-08-18T01:21:00.001+08:00

好！

我心情好，非常的好。我要读书。！明天就考试了。！粱雯意加油！快读书吧。不然要fail了！！。

haiz... 我知道你可以的。！振作！！加油！！

。。。
30mins lata...

还是不行啦。。。要死了！！。不读了。最近失眠，但是我也该睡了。=（

死了啦！。

2008-08-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

hmm... sian. dun feel lyk studying. dun feel lyk doing anythg. juz wanna watch shows. hahaha... tmr im going to imm again. a nice place to study. mayb at certain time it will b v noisy, but i dun mind... at least it distracts me n let me relax for a few mins. =D

2008-08-14T02:21:00.002+08:00

hmm... 大家都很想知道我为何叫 sadie 吧？

好！我今天就大发慈悲的告诉你们。 =D

hmm... still rmb i have 2 girlfriendS?? ... ??? ???

jack n crys!! okiee. its "J" n "C" rite?

it seems lyk JC. or CJ... i think v long alr... den we go watch CJ Seven tgt. hahaha... [no link??] got!! CJ Seven. so... CJS。 so i wanted a name started with "S" den... i still rmb going to popular w sheuelee, [ sherlyn =D ] n sweechin. den we were flipping a book called the baby names. den found this name "Sadie" v unique. v nice. suits me..emoemo. hahaz. hmm... den i oso find it v special. coz when i search it online, esp on wiki, its a name of some doggy. n seriously... i love dogs. hahaz. isnt it good? n huilan oso say i look lyk dog. [ zzz]

okiee... anyway... its a nice name la. =D mayb most of ur will think "whitney" suits me more than "sadie" . but its okiee. i like it. tats e most impt thg isnt it??

=D

2008-08-13T22:44:00.002+08:00

haiz... recently play too much. i didnt did a single paper in a day. haiz... not progressing at all. sian. mayb tmr i will go imm study. tats e best place. w ice passion tea. ! =D

hmm... den gonna start mugging n stop watching shows hahaz. if not im going to fail my biochem. zzz.

2008-08-13T02:37:00.002+08:00

。。。/

我只知道，
梁雯意不适合去喜欢一个人。
不能去喜欢一个人。
不会去喜欢一个人。
也不想再去喜欢一个人。！

不要问我为什么，因为我也在寻找它的答案。

。。。。

2008-08-11T21:13:00.000+08:00

YEAH! finally e light is fixed! woo-ho.. =D dun nd to on e desk lamp everyday le. spoil my eyes... @@

finish watching 命中注定我爱你 but... haiz... its only at e 20episode! sian. i tot its e last. idiot! cheat my feelings.

2008-08-11T02:01:00.002+08:00

mayb every1 of ur wants 存希 to go with 欣宜. but... to me, its e best to return to e starting point. where they nv go on e cruise. nv meet each other b4. nv do the wrong things together. all of this doesnt happen. 存希 is still with anna. and 欣宜, elaine, will meet her dylan. thats e best. =)

haven watch e last episode. i will always leave it till im in e mood to watch. juz lyk any other show. orh. i haven even watch 斗牛要不要 's last ep. hahaha... juz rmb. gonna do it when im in e mood to. =)

but i wont watch 2 last episodes on e same day. will spoil my mood. =)

anyway, 如果真的有这样的一个故事，我真的很希望欣宜，你。。。只遇到dylan这一个最爱你的，也将会是你最爱的人。
=）

2008-08-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

梁雯意在己时变得这么大声，这么得粗鲁??

mayb most of ur, no! all of ur, didnt even realised e change. =)

from a v shy,quiet,never-ever-speak-up girl to sm1 tat screams n shout almost everyday... complain,happy,busy,troubled,etcetc... =)

=)
i tot jack will noe... but long time ago, i remember asking her, she dunno wats e change. mayb crys will noe. mayb shaun will noe. n mayb he will noe. =)

its all my imagination ba... did any1 realise? does it really matters? since its something tat i dont wan any1 to ask. those who noe will nv mention it.

is it bcoz im really tat weak??
为什么大家总是要那么的保护我。我又那么容易受伤吗？？

=)
也不知道我笑的时候是委屈还是快乐。
哭的时候是伤心还是解脱。

我的改变是好的吗。。。

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